i am going to try to stop with the complaints

so i erased the ikea story, morning glory

instead i will discuss how i 'rented' a movie on itunes

i rented changeling with what's her face. compelling story based on REAL EVENTS in the late 20's and early 30's in LA.

side note: i want ALL the hats on the women...i am re-incarnated from that era.

christine collins.

what is really something is how women were treated back before they were even able to vote. a woman lost her son, the police gave her the wrong boy back and thought that even though she was his MOTHER that she was the one who was crazy.

it's a period piece movie done by none other than clint eastwood....

it's an incredible story, to me...what this one woman did to shake up the LAPD.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Wineville_Chicken_Coop_Murders

i do keep reading reviews that say jolie and eastwood portrayed her a stark raving mad (collins) but i didn't really see this. what i did think was that she did cry an awful lot and really did fuck the LAPD pretty good, so in real life i am sure this lady had some nuts on her.....it's hollywood for christ's sake, of course it's going to be more dramatic.....but it's a cool story!

complaining: i regret this behavior. i have my moments as does anyone but isn't the purpose of life to learn as we go?

i over analyze and sometimes i don't analyze myself enough.

i am sure it gets old after a while.

(but seriously, whistles at 630 in the morning?)

it is almost 1130 and i really should try to sleep because there might be MORE whistling dixie or playing in the room right next to mine or something else but i am going to try waking up on the proper side of the bed tomorrow.

i am impatient and lonely....

i do now have a bed (god bless me trying to get it together--though i got the simplest and cheapest bed they had)....i also got a bath mat, two bowls two square plates and very cool silverware.

tamara did give me a hug and i dunno....maybe not everyone knows what it's like to be anyone else but the least we can all try doing once in a while i walking in other people's shoes for a few moments here and there.

so thank you for your continued support.