naps, trips and math

i have no idea what math i really have to do.

i love nap time today for it is friday.

i tried using all my change to purchase a ticket to zurich at the SBB machine but it only takes so much change.....so whatever. i still got a ticket.

let's see. i gained approval for my ten days to poland and berlin. very exciting.

train from warsaw to berlin = 49 euro
have to figure out how to get from berlin back here.
i am very excited about this.

i have free place to stay in berlin so this is lovely to consider as i am going to have to pay rent for the full month of october even though i am leaving on the tenth and i am not so sure i will be working from october first to the tenth. we'll see. i think i will be scheduling a meeting with just the dad. i can see it going really wrongly if i do the quitting with them both.

the dad is far more reasonable and he will know what i am talking about when i do tender resignation.

i lose money either way. it is my hope i can get the rental agency to use 780 of the almost 3000 deposit to cover october rent but the lady won't email me back about this and other queries.

i just have to send a letter on monday. i found a printer place so i have a little USB thing and will make a letter in english i guess....maybe have a friend help translate in german for me (hint hint H)

trips. auschwitz. i can't say for sure i will do this on the day of my birth. maybe a bit too morbid even for me but i can also assure you that me wearing a bday hat in a concentration camp on my bday has it's um....yeah. i know you all think i am totally wrong. it's okay. i am ok with it.

i will try really really hard to go to paris for one weekend if i can afford it because i never went...but now i know all these cheapo airlines and can always vacation here! but next i want to go to asia.....vietnam, korea, china, thailand...japan!

i am looking forward to coming home. i know that maybe it was short lived. that it seems like it just didn't work out but in a lot of ways it did. i am restless. maybe what i am so afraid of is making a stable life for myself which is where i was in DC....i miss my art friends, i miss making weird music with people that get it....

what else, oh math. i have to do math which i hate doing.