feeling a little sadly

nothing too bad really. just thinking a lot. seeing someone from home was nice. thanks for stopping by winter!!

i keep getting calls now about the flat so i have to show it and in the post i got a bunch of applications and a giant check list of what has to be cleaned when i leave.

i have a lot of questions and the lady at the company won't answer my emails. i suppose i will have to call to make appointment to talk to someone. like, if they rent it for october first do i still have to pay rent for that month or is it waived...could be their way of making more loot....i got a form also in the mail and i am not sure that it has to be filled out or not. german-english translator here i come!

there has been this cocoon on my patio door for a few weeks and when i got home this morning after dropping the kids off it has sprouted an insane looking spider. i thought about smashing it but opted against it then came back a few minutes later and the crazy looking thing is now gone. at least they are not gigantic.....but they are so weird looking...clear bodies with stripes....weird spindly legs.

i feel like i have so much to do.

i have so much stuff to get rid of...things i have to consider leaving here....perhaps clearing a shit load of space on my computer and adding all the CD's i have to the itunes....have to get back to my cousin about fed ex....hoping her pops will pay for it and i can pay him back when i return because i cannot afford to check anything but my allotment and even that might cost me more depending on weight. i have to pack my keyboard in the suitcase....

all in all i am okay. just kind of feeling melancholy....not terribly sad or down....just kind of lost in my mind lonely a bit...my friends are off for three weeks to canada! i hope they enjoy it!

this weekend, zurich for swiss independence!!!

whoop!