dream last night

i don't remember much of it but i know i was trying to make it lucid so that was pretty cool actually. i know that in my dreams i have been able to control myself and things around me but this felt different last night.

i was trying to tell myself to pinch myself to make sure i knew i was in a dream and not awake. it was blue/dark out. like sunset or very overcast.

i vaguely remember trying really hard to not wake up but then i woke up out of my sleep. i am thinking it was a scary kind of dream because of the dark and the tractor engines...or just tractors....and another loud noise.

i woke up and almost wrote it all down and can't be sure why i didn't. i think it was because i wanted to go back to sleep to continue this dream sequence.

got to work and was told i would be working almost 12 hours. argh!

they really ought to tell me this the day before i come. being that i am working on my attitude problem i am totally fine with this. i will go to the park with the childrens, go to my house and get some secret laundry to wash. my towel really needs a good cleaning. i have to show my flat at 730 or 8 so i have to be home by 730.

looks a little like rain today. hmmm. i just need the kids to RUN around! we'll make pizza home made for lunch so that will be fun.

i read angie's blog about henry asking about boobs! hysterical. i remember when he was little he would say boobies along with malaika. wolfram here likes to whack my chest and yell boobies. must be all that breast feeding...ha!