my year in review

well i am sure this will take more than one post. it's been a wacky year.

last year on my birthday i was done getting off some major medications with the help of my bosses and the kindness of oma and opa in use of their house because my roommates at the time kicked me out.

very odd time in life eh?
looking back now i am ever so happy i wasn't scared to finally ask for help.

it was one of the hardest things i have done in my life. i felt so much like my mother when i vowed that i would never be like her. that was hard.

i can't believe i will be 34. it's been one of the more interesting years....i've learned so much about myself over here....

hopefully it shows when i come home. what will show is the amount of bread i have consumed.