you have no idea

what it feels like to be coming home.

this song will tell you!



i feel so loved it's really kind of scary for me.

maybe now i am really learning what love is. what acceptance means. what 'family' is.

i made it to the old bookstore in zurich. got one more magazine and a bunch of tiny pictures of the duomo in milan.

i will be in basel all this week. on the 5th i have the dreaded swiss inspection of my flat.

then i will go stay in zurich for a few days....do ALL my laundry.....relax a bit. walk around zurich and perhaps take a day trip to luzern. it's only 11 francs from zuri so it's round trip i think around 25...then i can bring food with me and just chill in luzern. i have to see this city before i go. some lady told me that it was the prettiest city in switzerland.

so we'll see about that. the whole god damn country is beautiful. i love taking the trains here.

anyhow, i have been listening to aesop rock for days on end. the man is a poet. he's amazing. why didn't i know of him before? not sure but either way, learning about him now is fine with me.

i will have a cell phone! i think it will even be the same number i had before. sarah said they suspended it cause it was on contract so very cool that i might be able to have the razor! it will also remind me of henri to have the razor phone.

time for a bowl of corn flakes and some arts.

seriously thank you everyone that has been there, sent encouraging things....it has meant the world to me.