been thinking today about...

...all the things i have done while here. tomorrow will mark 30 days until i go.

15 more working days.

three weeks to get my flat back to looking clean.

i will spend the last week here in zurich at my friend louis's house as i will not have anywhere else to stay and i have to turn over my flat.

i went to where herman hesse was born. that was cool. i finally got to italy which was phenomenal.

made it to three death camps.

went to....poland, italy, germany, france, hungary and england.

now when i get home i will start working on going to asia....and south america.

i will spend this weekend in basel recycling my glass and plastics...get some cleaning stuff and start the process of cleaning the flat.

have to figure out what to take home with me and what will fit in three bags.

i am going to ship i think just two boxes home for i think that's all i can afford as well as trying to get a box/tube for my didgeridoo as they won't let me bring it on the freaking plane and my cousin lisa is dropping the ball on figuring out if her dad can pay for it to be shipped to DC via fed ex on her work account.

i am hoping i can sell my bed for a little extra cash.

i will miss people...i have met a few really amazing people here. people that i will never let out of my life. so long as they don't mind i suppose.

i do look forward to coming home...figuring out what i am doing about schooling if that's the path i will be on or not....seeing henry and cat again....

i always told myself that i wouldn't ever go backwards in life and while i am going back to DC i don't feel as though it's a step backwards. rather it's a step in my own direction....that place where i think i can find more peace with myself and my life.....

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