work visa

i learned that i got my work visa and everything went through okay on the swiss end.

it really hammered home the fact that i am leaving in a week or so.

today was a hard day. i realize that the new nanny isn't me but there are all these tiny details i think she should know but whether or not i do it doesn't seem to matter i guess. she will do things her own way so...i can show her the basics and let her take it from there.

tomorrow i am going to have to let henry go with her alone and i will take cat out somewheres.

i cried all the way home today.

i know this was my choice.
i know i am not hurting them....not intentionally.

i just have to remember to keep breathing.
thanks for your support friends!