package made it

so last tuesday i sent off a shoe box filled to the brim with odds and ends to see how long it would take to get to basel and it took one week!

not bad, now if they could make it cheaper i would be happy.

i am tempted to send another box crammed with my comforter and some other crap so that i don't pay much in extra baggage when i fly over.

i keep re-arranging everyfuckingthing over and over again figuring out what i really need and what i don't.

it took me a moment to compose myself this morning before work....and i have been crying most of today...i guess as it gets closer i am getting sadder.

mostly just at things like missing henry's performance at his acting class or maybe a soccer game....and cat speaking in full sentences....and just growing up....