floor dreams

i tried one style of floor bed and around 3 in the morning tried another. the second one worked much better but i had rough weird dreamy sleep

first dream was louis as the inspector in a pin striped suit helping old ladies and carrying my things to the tram stop.....no clip board, just a camera to photograph what was wrong with the flat.

second dream zurich. with my travel pack and saddle bag. it was pouring rain. i got on tram ten to louis's house. he was on tram to work or the airport. don't know. we didn't really talk. i went to the stop near his house. i forgot my computer bag and laundry bag on the tram. he stopped the driver and gave me my things as the doors were closing. (loss). the cable car wasn't working....people making signs in glitter to warn people that it wasn't working.

last dream hazy but more about inspection. mopping and cleaning.

i am so glad this cleaning shit (i hope) is over after today. on to relaxing, laundry and luzern.

back to basel on thursday at the request and suggestion of daniela here and i am happy for the company and to be around jess, their one year old. i miss the kids. i miss kids in general.

i can't believe this will be over soon.

having my last cup of morning joe in the flat....packed and i am rather smelly and dirty cause i didn't want to mess up the tub anymore....i look forward to chillin tonight in zuri doing laundry....relaxing and taking a loooong hot shower!

i gots me, my travel pack, my red suitcase and my carry on

my life in a few places. the transience is upon me again. the change. the departure from what was into what will be.

i am thankful, grateful, sad, happy, excited, scared.....